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my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


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my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago


my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

my third album, Chasing the Chimera, is out today —

i can’t tell you how much this means to me —— getting to be a musician —— i was supposed to be an accountant or something —— i wake up most days and i wonder how i got here and it bowls me over. i’m exhausted so much of the time but i’m happy today. i’ve met thousands of you. i started writing this record in New York last fall running around on fumes, staying up for days, single for the first time in years and longing for clarity and forgiveness -—— songs about hating myself and the things i’ve chased to try and feel better and fill myself up and sleep okay at night. i’ve found a semblance of love for myself the last year or two. i fell in love a bit the last year or two. i spent time with people who changed my life. ive lost some of those people and i get to keep some of the others. i practiced avoidance dressed up as connection. longing for honesty but fearing the cost. travel became an exit ramp for me. avoiding discomfort to preserve short term harmony — - - some of these songs are for the people i’ve loved, some are for myself. one is for my grandma and one is for my mom and the daughter i hope to have some day. —— some days i feel like someone who can only make mistakes. ive been afraid that i ruined my life before it began. i’ve been afraid of being found out. i think about the masks i wear as i face the world. i keep thinking i need to be fixed before i deserve peace. thats what chasing the chimera means to me. the impossible dream of impossible peace. the shimmering hope of codependence. we code negativity as intelligence and ive indulged so deeply in negativity. my soft hearted cynic is in recovery.

i made this album with my friend, my brother @gabegoodman —i love you ——thank you for your year.

thank you to my team and jw and sammy and travis and carson and syd and tony and everyone else who worked on these songs with me

+ most importantly thank you to you all, the guppies, who have afforded me this wide & beautiful life xxoooo

also “please follow” is the best song on the album but they wouldnt let me make it a single so go find that one :P

🖤


26.8K
490
5 months ago

Chasing the Chimera World Tour 2026 things are looking up for next year baby let the world wide chase begin baby lmk where I’ll see you♾️

sign up for early access to tickets right now at www.delwatergap.net/tour

+ welcome @hangrammm im such a fan!!!

I have met so many of you since my last headline tour two years ago. if you’re newer here —- hi. i love you. thank you for stopping by. i can’t wait to meet ya x


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6 months ago

Chasing the Chimera World Tour 2026 things are looking up for next year baby let the world wide chase begin baby lmk where I’ll see you♾️

sign up for early access to tickets right now at www.delwatergap.net/tour

+ welcome @hangrammm im such a fan!!!

I have met so many of you since my last headline tour two years ago. if you’re newer here —- hi. i love you. thank you for stopping by. i can’t wait to meet ya x


30.6K
930
6 months ago

Chasing the Chimera World Tour 2026 things are looking up for next year baby let the world wide chase begin baby lmk where I’ll see you♾️

sign up for early access to tickets right now at www.delwatergap.net/tour

+ welcome @hangrammm im such a fan!!!

I have met so many of you since my last headline tour two years ago. if you’re newer here —- hi. i love you. thank you for stopping by. i can’t wait to meet ya x


30.6K
930
6 months ago


Chasing the Chimera World Tour 2026 things are looking up for next year baby let the world wide chase begin baby lmk where I’ll see you♾️

sign up for early access to tickets right now at www.delwatergap.net/tour

+ welcome @hangrammm im such a fan!!!

I have met so many of you since my last headline tour two years ago. if you’re newer here —- hi. i love you. thank you for stopping by. i can’t wait to meet ya x


30.6K
930
6 months ago

Chasing the Chimera World Tour 2026 things are looking up for next year baby let the world wide chase begin baby lmk where I’ll see you♾️

sign up for early access to tickets right now at www.delwatergap.net/tour

+ welcome @hangrammm im such a fan!!!

I have met so many of you since my last headline tour two years ago. if you’re newer here —- hi. i love you. thank you for stopping by. i can’t wait to meet ya x


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6 months ago

‘damn’ is out now :P
my album is out in one month

made this song with
@thedavehamelin
@gabegoodman
@nongmopaleovapedaddy420
@markspikestent
@joeywaronker
@higherprotocol
@travispavur
@joekennedyjr
@grannymill

thinking about the illusion of arrival and the sadness baked into freedom — - the nausea of the morning — the emotional violence of intimacy. questions of guilt and shame and unintentional harm - bitterness. going under the knife by agreeing to be loved — staying with her because it feels more noble to suffer. connection v performance the tender and absurd ways we stay attached — the faith at the start and the dread at the edge


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6 months ago

‘damn’ is out now :P
my album is out in one month

made this song with
@thedavehamelin
@gabegoodman
@nongmopaleovapedaddy420
@markspikestent
@joeywaronker
@higherprotocol
@travispavur
@joekennedyjr
@grannymill

thinking about the illusion of arrival and the sadness baked into freedom — - the nausea of the morning — the emotional violence of intimacy. questions of guilt and shame and unintentional harm - bitterness. going under the knife by agreeing to be loved — staying with her because it feels more noble to suffer. connection v performance the tender and absurd ways we stay attached — the faith at the start and the dread at the edge


12.7K
57
6 months ago

‘damn’ is out now :P
my album is out in one month

made this song with
@thedavehamelin
@gabegoodman
@nongmopaleovapedaddy420
@markspikestent
@joeywaronker
@higherprotocol
@travispavur
@joekennedyjr
@grannymill

thinking about the illusion of arrival and the sadness baked into freedom — - the nausea of the morning — the emotional violence of intimacy. questions of guilt and shame and unintentional harm - bitterness. going under the knife by agreeing to be loved — staying with her because it feels more noble to suffer. connection v performance the tender and absurd ways we stay attached — the faith at the start and the dread at the edge


12.7K
57
6 months ago

‘damn’ is out now :P
my album is out in one month

made this song with
@thedavehamelin
@gabegoodman
@nongmopaleovapedaddy420
@markspikestent
@joeywaronker
@higherprotocol
@travispavur
@joekennedyjr
@grannymill

thinking about the illusion of arrival and the sadness baked into freedom — - the nausea of the morning — the emotional violence of intimacy. questions of guilt and shame and unintentional harm - bitterness. going under the knife by agreeing to be loved — staying with her because it feels more noble to suffer. connection v performance the tender and absurd ways we stay attached — the faith at the start and the dread at the edge


12.7K
57
6 months ago


ctc tour merch + I now have an eu/uk store x

www.delwatergap.net/store


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1 weeks ago

ctc tour merch + I now have an eu/uk store x

www.delwatergap.net/store


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1 weeks ago

ctc tour merch + I now have an eu/uk store x

www.delwatergap.net/store


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1 weeks ago

ctc tour merch + I now have an eu/uk store x

www.delwatergap.net/store


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ctc tour merch + I now have an eu/uk store x

www.delwatergap.net/store


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1 weeks ago

ctc tour merch + I now have an eu/uk store x

www.delwatergap.net/store


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@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


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3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


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3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


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3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


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3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


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3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


15.6K
193
3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


15.6K
193
3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


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193
3 weeks ago

@behindtheblinds cover boi🌱

Interview @kate_lawson
Photography @aarondanielkirk
Fashion @michaelandrewstylist
Wearing @ysl by @anthonyvaccarello
EIC @badmickey
Casting @imagemachine_cs
On set Stylist @clovecuts
Hair @gingerleighryan
Make-Up @sashaborax
Set Design @lethe__studio
Photographer’s assistant @chromanodyssey
Stylist’s assistant @louloushafran


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3 weeks ago

chased the chimera too hard and now I can never leave the house again damn thank you world over + out

X

love you:

@jeff_frantom
@andrewfreedman_
@rosshodgkinson
@gabriellemaelasater
@brianetics
@ericarules
@nick.h.perry
@hattmannigan
@gopherphanny
@ajpgphoto
@thebeehive_la
zach esposito
brian kesley
maxwell terlecki
ethan davis
+ jerone, blade, brett + oliver


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196
3 weeks ago

chased the chimera too hard and now I can never leave the house again damn thank you world over + out

X

love you:

@jeff_frantom
@andrewfreedman_
@rosshodgkinson
@gabriellemaelasater
@brianetics
@ericarules
@nick.h.perry
@hattmannigan
@gopherphanny
@ajpgphoto
@thebeehive_la
zach esposito
brian kesley
maxwell terlecki
ethan davis
+ jerone, blade, brett + oliver


16.5K
196
3 weeks ago

chased the chimera too hard and now I can never leave the house again damn thank you world over + out

X

love you:

@jeff_frantom
@andrewfreedman_
@rosshodgkinson
@gabriellemaelasater
@brianetics
@ericarules
@nick.h.perry
@hattmannigan
@gopherphanny
@ajpgphoto
@thebeehive_la
zach esposito
brian kesley
maxwell terlecki
ethan davis
+ jerone, blade, brett + oliver


16.5K
196
3 weeks ago

chased the chimera too hard and now I can never leave the house again damn thank you world over + out

X

love you:

@jeff_frantom
@andrewfreedman_
@rosshodgkinson
@gabriellemaelasater
@brianetics
@ericarules
@nick.h.perry
@hattmannigan
@gopherphanny
@ajpgphoto
@thebeehive_la
zach esposito
brian kesley
maxwell terlecki
ethan davis
+ jerone, blade, brett + oliver


16.5K
196
3 weeks ago

chased the chimera too hard and now I can never leave the house again damn thank you world over + out

X

love you:

@jeff_frantom
@andrewfreedman_
@rosshodgkinson
@gabriellemaelasater
@brianetics
@ericarules
@nick.h.perry
@hattmannigan
@gopherphanny
@ajpgphoto
@thebeehive_la
zach esposito
brian kesley
maxwell terlecki
ethan davis
+ jerone, blade, brett + oliver


16.5K
196
3 weeks ago

chased the chimera too hard and now I can never leave the house again damn thank you world over + out

X

love you:

@jeff_frantom
@andrewfreedman_
@rosshodgkinson
@gabriellemaelasater
@brianetics
@ericarules
@nick.h.perry
@hattmannigan
@gopherphanny
@ajpgphoto
@thebeehive_la
zach esposito
brian kesley
maxwell terlecki
ethan davis
+ jerone, blade, brett + oliver


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196
3 weeks ago

homesick + thriving


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1 months ago

homesick + thriving


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109
1 months ago

homesick + thriving


16.6K
109
1 months ago

homesick + thriving


16.6K
109
1 months ago

homesick + thriving


16.6K
109
1 months ago

homesick + thriving


16.6K
109
1 months ago

homesick + thriving


16.6K
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1 months ago

homesick + thriving


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1 months ago

thanx london


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1 months ago

thanx london


7.9K
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1 months ago

thanx london


7.9K
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1 months ago

thanx london


7.9K
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1 months ago

thanx london


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1 months ago

thanx london


7.9K
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1 months ago

thanx london


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1 months ago

I hath arrived


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1 months ago

I hath arrived


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1 months ago

I hath arrived


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1 months ago

I hath arrived


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1 months ago

I hath arrived


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


17K
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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


17K
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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


17K
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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


17K
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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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209
1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


17K
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1 months ago

thirty one nights in the USA I saw it all + you saw me too I love you I can’t move my limbs I fly to Glasgow tomorrow to keep this thing going see you over there


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1 months ago

heading across the pond in a sec. lotsa new places for me + london for st patty’s <3

+ welcome @unflirt

www.delwatergap.net/tour


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2 months ago

heading across the pond in a sec. lotsa new places for me + london for st patty’s <3

+ welcome @unflirt

www.delwatergap.net/tour


13.3K
100
2 months ago

heading across the pond in a sec. lotsa new places for me + london for st patty’s <3

+ welcome @unflirt

www.delwatergap.net/tour


13.3K
100
2 months ago

heading across the pond in a sec. lotsa new places for me + london for st patty’s <3

+ welcome @unflirt

www.delwatergap.net/tour


13.3K
100
2 months ago

heading across the pond in a sec. lotsa new places for me + london for st patty’s <3

+ welcome @unflirt

www.delwatergap.net/tour


13.3K
100
2 months ago


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