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Embodiment & authenticity go hand in hand 🫱🏽‍🫲🏼 and I wanted to encapsulate my spirit into the logo for my soul’s work. In prayer and trance, I was gifted the image you now see today by my ancestors. Two capital P’s stand reflected, back to back to form a mushroom shape; a humble reminder that I stand supported by the ancient mycelium that holds the Earth together and how psil0cybin has been a life-changing Earth ally in my path. The mushroom shape evolves into a face of a bulul, a Filipinx ancestor spirit of the rice crop who brings health, fertility, and abundance. It remains open atop of its head to receive Divine guidance and wisdom.

About a year ago, my great uncle Lolo Erto, passed away in the rice fields my family tended to. He was the last known manghihilot (practitioner of hilot, a Filipinx folk healing modality) in my family whom I was excited to eventually spend time with and hear stories from. When delivered the news of his passing, I was simultaneously in deep grief and celebration. The man who cared for my mother as his own was no longer with us in physical form, but I had gained an ancestor in the spirit realm as his soul was returned to rest with Creator.

Before his passing, my mother had shared with him that I’ve pursued a path of healing work and he rejoiced in knowing that our lineage of healers would continue. I cried, feeling deeply connected to this man who I hardly remember meeting when I was very small. I feel his presence, his passion, his care, and his love along with ALL the benevolent ancestors who walk with me.

My deepest prayer is to continue to be righteous in the ways that my forebears prayed for me to be. May we collectively continue to reimagine the future with guidance from our ancestors. May @provenprovidence be a vehicle through which all the love in my lineage can be given to the people, the planet, and The Most High.

In deep reverence and gratitude, I’m proud to re-introduce @provenprovidence as an embodiment of authenticity and all I have to offer to the world 🕊️

✍🏽 Graphic Design Work by @microplanet.us @wongalicio.us || THANK YOU, K! I couldn’t have done this without you ♥️

nostalgia /nəˈstaljə/ : a bittersweet emotional experience, blending pleasure with sadness when remembering the past

To my childhood home,

I’ll always remember you fondly.
Thank you for everything.

Love,
— Jee

📸 @039.ie

nostalgia /nəˈstaljə/ : a bittersweet emotional experience, blending pleasure with sadness when remembering the past

To my childhood home,

I’ll always remember you fondly.
Thank you for everything.

Love,
— Jee

📸 @039.ie

nostalgia /nəˈstaljə/ : a bittersweet emotional experience, blending pleasure with sadness when remembering the past

To my childhood home,

I’ll always remember you fondly.
Thank you for everything.

Love,
— Jee

📸 @039.ie

Living off borrowed time, the clock ticks faster.

Living off borrowed time, the clock ticks faster.

Living off borrowed time, the clock ticks faster.

I hope you feel home when we laugh together about silly memories and stupid shit. Thank you for everything ❣️ You all make my life more full.

(Swipe to last slide for good luck in 2026 🍀)

I hope you feel home when we laugh together about silly memories and stupid shit. Thank you for everything ❣️ You all make my life more full.

(Swipe to last slide for good luck in 2026 🍀)

I hope you feel home when we laugh together about silly memories and stupid shit. Thank you for everything ❣️ You all make my life more full.

(Swipe to last slide for good luck in 2026 🍀)

I hope you feel home when we laugh together about silly memories and stupid shit. Thank you for everything ❣️ You all make my life more full.

(Swipe to last slide for good luck in 2026 🍀)

I hope you feel home when we laugh together about silly memories and stupid shit. Thank you for everything ❣️ You all make my life more full.

(Swipe to last slide for good luck in 2026 🍀)

I’m not a poet. Just a girl and her Notes app.

I’m not a poet. Just a girl and her Notes app.

I’m not a poet. Just a girl and her Notes app.

Today, I talked to my therapist about how I had one of my semi-annual existential crises last week that led me to staying up until 4AM trying to figure out what to do with my life. I’ll start off by acknowledging that I am extremely blessed and very grateful to experience the life I have.

Sometimes it just gets overwhelming; as if every year I get older, I’m supposed to reconsider my role and responsibilities. And then I go in on myself for not being further along the path towards the goals I’ve set for myself.

My soul’s calling is to carry on the lineage and legacy of healing work that’s existed in my bloodline for generations. But I get overwhelmed with the self-imposed pressure to root deeper and peel back the many layers of colonization while still being a cog in the machine until further notice.

My therapist sympathized with my dream to reconnect with lost practices & having no elder to show me the way of my ancestors. The medicine he offered me today was this: “In life, it can be hard to decide which path to take and it’s even harder to lay down your own path. But you’ve already been doing that. You made big, radical decisions purely on faith & I think that’s what you should lean on right now. Have faith.”

I needed to hear that. I’m no stranger to faith, but perhaps I’ve estranged myself from faith.

I pray that if you find yourself on a crossroads right now — much like myself — that you can resurrect faith as both your anchor and guiding light. Love you 🤍

Today, I talked to my therapist about how I had one of my semi-annual existential crises last week that led me to staying up until 4AM trying to figure out what to do with my life. I’ll start off by acknowledging that I am extremely blessed and very grateful to experience the life I have.

Sometimes it just gets overwhelming; as if every year I get older, I’m supposed to reconsider my role and responsibilities. And then I go in on myself for not being further along the path towards the goals I’ve set for myself.

My soul’s calling is to carry on the lineage and legacy of healing work that’s existed in my bloodline for generations. But I get overwhelmed with the self-imposed pressure to root deeper and peel back the many layers of colonization while still being a cog in the machine until further notice.

My therapist sympathized with my dream to reconnect with lost practices & having no elder to show me the way of my ancestors. The medicine he offered me today was this: “In life, it can be hard to decide which path to take and it’s even harder to lay down your own path. But you’ve already been doing that. You made big, radical decisions purely on faith & I think that’s what you should lean on right now. Have faith.”

I needed to hear that. I’m no stranger to faith, but perhaps I’ve estranged myself from faith.

I pray that if you find yourself on a crossroads right now — much like myself — that you can resurrect faith as both your anchor and guiding light. Love you 🤍

Today, I talked to my therapist about how I had one of my semi-annual existential crises last week that led me to staying up until 4AM trying to figure out what to do with my life. I’ll start off by acknowledging that I am extremely blessed and very grateful to experience the life I have.

Sometimes it just gets overwhelming; as if every year I get older, I’m supposed to reconsider my role and responsibilities. And then I go in on myself for not being further along the path towards the goals I’ve set for myself.

My soul’s calling is to carry on the lineage and legacy of healing work that’s existed in my bloodline for generations. But I get overwhelmed with the self-imposed pressure to root deeper and peel back the many layers of colonization while still being a cog in the machine until further notice.

My therapist sympathized with my dream to reconnect with lost practices & having no elder to show me the way of my ancestors. The medicine he offered me today was this: “In life, it can be hard to decide which path to take and it’s even harder to lay down your own path. But you’ve already been doing that. You made big, radical decisions purely on faith & I think that’s what you should lean on right now. Have faith.”

I needed to hear that. I’m no stranger to faith, but perhaps I’ve estranged myself from faith.

I pray that if you find yourself on a crossroads right now — much like myself — that you can resurrect faith as both your anchor and guiding light. Love you 🤍

Roads open when you approach life with an open mind & heart. Ask yourself how you may be attaching yourself to your own anxieties & choose excitement instead. It’s a lot lighter & less dreadful. Trust me 💕

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

A lil photo dump from Dany (and Cody’s) stay followed by a quick visit from my big sister and eldest nephew.

How blessed am I to be able to share these memories with my loved ones.

You have to know and own the fact that you’re the shit. And not just because someone told you. Self-worth goes further than flattery. I love you 🫶🏽

I’m not like a regular auntie. I’m a cool auntie.

I’m not like a regular auntie. I’m a cool auntie.

I’m not like a regular auntie. I’m a cool auntie.

I’m not like a regular auntie. I’m a cool auntie.

When duty calls, make sure you pick up.

Just to get closer to Creator.