ant CD
30% degenerate with a heart of chocolate
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brooklyn, ny

Your desire calls - LATEXXX is now available to consume via link in bio
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PRODUCED BY: @heybrainstopthat @aritovaaa
STARRING: @siobhanbman @madaleine.kotary @zendrummin @nightmodetraciilords
FEATURING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @idyllicchrysalis @aritovaaa @mikeymcchoppa @deeharm + Vae Torres
COSTUME DESIGN: @crisish0tline
MAKEUP + SFX: @aritovaaa
ORIGINAL MUSIC: @zendrummin @jaketakeo
KEY GRIP: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u
SHOT + LIT + EDITED: Ant CD
WRITTEN + DIRECTED: Ant CD
Your desire calls - LATEXXX is now available to consume via link in bio
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PRODUCED BY: @heybrainstopthat @aritovaaa
STARRING: @siobhanbman @madaleine.kotary @zendrummin @nightmodetraciilords
FEATURING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @idyllicchrysalis @aritovaaa @mikeymcchoppa @deeharm + Vae Torres
COSTUME DESIGN: @crisish0tline
MAKEUP + SFX: @aritovaaa
ORIGINAL MUSIC: @zendrummin @jaketakeo
KEY GRIP: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u
SHOT + LIT + EDITED: Ant CD
WRITTEN + DIRECTED: Ant CD

((Link in bio)) Two years ago I puked on a page and was born a story of self-sabotage. I began a tense production on my first long-form narrative film as an effort to question habits and consciously break from them. I wanted to become someone who was productive, committed and accountable enough to see a goal through to the end, instead of pissing away ambition with bitter and insecure excuses. It was an incredulous undertaking of a lifelong dream that required countless confrontations with dedication and sacrifice. I learned so much about responsibility, community and my own values toward the experiences of making art and living. It brought me so close to so many captivating people and ideas, and I’ve never held anything so far beyond self. I have grown and changed irrevocably. Thank you to everyone who joined me and supported me or contributed in any way to this sentiment. I will absolutely never forget this endeavor, and am indebted with gratitude. “DED ROACH” is a 126 minute journey through ego hell. Inspired by actual disaster + loosely based on the works of Dante Alighieri. It is a bleeding brain’s crass display in the street.
C’est la vie.
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PRODUCED BY: @heybrainstopthat @aritovaaa @1390.3322
SHOT + LIT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @crisish0tline @asesimone @aritovaaa @luckysagesk8 @aaditv @horaineharbin @thecostofdominick @sickorphic @thefredinator @meowachi @aqueerlius @josalin.br @sleez_tv @leobrooklynbaby and more
COSTUMING: @arieurrutic
PRODUCTION DESIGN: Ant CD, @aritovaaa @arieurrutic
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
ORIGINAL MUSIC: Toke Jones, @bunglebaby2 @zendrummin @jaketakeo @driscoll.jpg @aaditv
SOUND DESIGN: Ant CD
POSTER DESIGN: Ant CD + @1390.3322
SECOND UNIT: @josalin.br @horaineharbin
EDITED BY: Ant CD
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025
Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025
Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Snip, snip.. I just stopped by to drop this off. “SNiP!” now playing on Vimeo,, just honk the big fat link in my bio. Give it a view or two, consider what you’d do for a few pennies more. Big thanks and wet smooches to everyone who dedicated their time and effort to making this. I can confidently say that none of you even flinched when I told you the idea, you’re all sickos and I love you more for it. I’m leaving the internet again now. I’ll be back around Halloween. Byeeeeeee!
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PRODUCED BY: @1390.3322 @aritovaaa @heybrainstopthat
SHOT BY: @1390.3322
STARRING: @br3athl3ss_w1th0u7_y0u @reallymatias @aaditv @leemichity @aqueerlius @aritovaaa @awakenedmonsoon @___________________fitzantonio @egvintagect & $teezy
COSTUMING BY: @1390.3322 & @shop_recollection
SET DESIGN BY: Ant CD
HAIR + MAKEUP: @aritovaaa
POSTER DESIGN: @aritovaaa
HUGE THANKS: @horaineharbin
WRITTEN + DIRECTED BY: Ant CD
© 2025

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
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A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
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This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
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© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
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A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
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This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
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© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
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A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
•
This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
•
© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
•
A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
•
This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
•
© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
•
A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
•
This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
•
© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
•
A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
•
This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
•
© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
•
A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
•
This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
•
© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

Greetings again from the abyss! My latest short, “You Good?” is out now and I’m insanely proud of this two-bit little exercise in absurdism. Take a quick journey through some stoner paranoia and let me know what you think when you come out the other side!
[youtube link in bio for full video]
•
A huge thanks to @kezco.co for helping to produce and providing an excellent shooting location, @heypapajoe for being the best DP a young director could ask for, Spanky for the set decoration/G&E, and my two wonderful actors @actorjohntoon and @rainesene for committing to some truly wild shit on a late, smoky night. Also a big, big shoutout to Sade for the timeless track that pulls it all together.
•
This is truly just the beginning of my adventures in filmmaking and I’m absolutely enthralled to present this project to you all. Now if you’ll excuse me, I was supposed to have a pitch presentation for ‘Cuticle’ three days ago. I’ll be prepping that short if you need me. Happy Valentines, you grubby little worms! <3
•
© 2024 heybrainstopthat / kezco
[written, directed + edited by yours truly]

some ilford 400 for your viewing pleasure. these photos reflect an extremely important, strange time in my life. featured are the 3 people i currently see the most on a regular basis and a rare shot of myself. i’ve never felt more emotionally fulfilled and in control of my head. as someone who’s struggled over the last 24 years with major suicidal depression, clinical neuroses and borderline personality disorder, it’s quite nice to be allowed to capture a few fragments and reflect on a sense of what this moment of healing in my life has held. it’s singular in its journey and shape, scattered with sentimentality and necessary ruin, and i couldn’t be more grateful to grow and learn through these uncertain times. none of you really know what i’m talking about or who i am but i couldn’t care less.
i’m so happy.

some ilford 400 for your viewing pleasure. these photos reflect an extremely important, strange time in my life. featured are the 3 people i currently see the most on a regular basis and a rare shot of myself. i’ve never felt more emotionally fulfilled and in control of my head. as someone who’s struggled over the last 24 years with major suicidal depression, clinical neuroses and borderline personality disorder, it’s quite nice to be allowed to capture a few fragments and reflect on a sense of what this moment of healing in my life has held. it’s singular in its journey and shape, scattered with sentimentality and necessary ruin, and i couldn’t be more grateful to grow and learn through these uncertain times. none of you really know what i’m talking about or who i am but i couldn’t care less.
i’m so happy.

some ilford 400 for your viewing pleasure. these photos reflect an extremely important, strange time in my life. featured are the 3 people i currently see the most on a regular basis and a rare shot of myself. i’ve never felt more emotionally fulfilled and in control of my head. as someone who’s struggled over the last 24 years with major suicidal depression, clinical neuroses and borderline personality disorder, it’s quite nice to be allowed to capture a few fragments and reflect on a sense of what this moment of healing in my life has held. it’s singular in its journey and shape, scattered with sentimentality and necessary ruin, and i couldn’t be more grateful to grow and learn through these uncertain times. none of you really know what i’m talking about or who i am but i couldn’t care less.
i’m so happy.

some ilford 400 for your viewing pleasure. these photos reflect an extremely important, strange time in my life. featured are the 3 people i currently see the most on a regular basis and a rare shot of myself. i’ve never felt more emotionally fulfilled and in control of my head. as someone who’s struggled over the last 24 years with major suicidal depression, clinical neuroses and borderline personality disorder, it’s quite nice to be allowed to capture a few fragments and reflect on a sense of what this moment of healing in my life has held. it’s singular in its journey and shape, scattered with sentimentality and necessary ruin, and i couldn’t be more grateful to grow and learn through these uncertain times. none of you really know what i’m talking about or who i am but i couldn’t care less.
i’m so happy.

some ilford 400 for your viewing pleasure. these photos reflect an extremely important, strange time in my life. featured are the 3 people i currently see the most on a regular basis and a rare shot of myself. i’ve never felt more emotionally fulfilled and in control of my head. as someone who’s struggled over the last 24 years with major suicidal depression, clinical neuroses and borderline personality disorder, it’s quite nice to be allowed to capture a few fragments and reflect on a sense of what this moment of healing in my life has held. it’s singular in its journey and shape, scattered with sentimentality and necessary ruin, and i couldn’t be more grateful to grow and learn through these uncertain times. none of you really know what i’m talking about or who i am but i couldn’t care less.
i’m so happy.

some ilford 400 for your viewing pleasure. these photos reflect an extremely important, strange time in my life. featured are the 3 people i currently see the most on a regular basis and a rare shot of myself. i’ve never felt more emotionally fulfilled and in control of my head. as someone who’s struggled over the last 24 years with major suicidal depression, clinical neuroses and borderline personality disorder, it’s quite nice to be allowed to capture a few fragments and reflect on a sense of what this moment of healing in my life has held. it’s singular in its journey and shape, scattered with sentimentality and necessary ruin, and i couldn’t be more grateful to grow and learn through these uncertain times. none of you really know what i’m talking about or who i am but i couldn’t care less.
i’m so happy.

some ilford 400 for your viewing pleasure. these photos reflect an extremely important, strange time in my life. featured are the 3 people i currently see the most on a regular basis and a rare shot of myself. i’ve never felt more emotionally fulfilled and in control of my head. as someone who’s struggled over the last 24 years with major suicidal depression, clinical neuroses and borderline personality disorder, it’s quite nice to be allowed to capture a few fragments and reflect on a sense of what this moment of healing in my life has held. it’s singular in its journey and shape, scattered with sentimentality and necessary ruin, and i couldn’t be more grateful to grow and learn through these uncertain times. none of you really know what i’m talking about or who i am but i couldn’t care less.
i’m so happy.

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!
some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!
some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!

some stills and clips from my new short, "OOPS!" which is out now on the youtube. i'm semi-proud of how this came out. Thanks so much to everyone who helped turn this weird little poetic monologue into a tangible moving image.
• LUCKY, you're gonna be a star, kid. the deniro to my scorsese. you killed this shit. thanks for always being up for anything.
• PLUTO PATINKIN, my lovely hair + makeup artist, who crafted an otherworldly look direct from my dreams... (nightmares?)
• STACIE "TINY FEET" HOLMES, who came through with the absurd punk vision of costuming for our protagonist.
• J. PIERRE SINCLAIRE BROWNSON, our incredible editor. you make visual music with these clips. always such a wicked feel, and i'm such a fan of your music videos. amazing talent for someone who's only nine years old.
• our sound designer,
LINK THE SKINK DINGLEBERG. industry legend. the ways you lifted this project up cannot and will not be measured. thank you so much, brother. skink for life.
• huge thanks to HAROLD MELVIN'S RAW SAUSAGES NYC for providing free catering for our shoot. it was tough to eat nothing but raw sausages for three days straight but the crew all seriously appreciated it. even the ones who got sick.
• big shout out to THAT KID FROM 'HACKERS' for our brilliant opening and closing title sequences inspired by those of early hollywood.
• and finally, to our lighting/colorist, FRANZ PAN HANOVER BEANMONT. you are truly exceptional at what you do, but you're an absolute piece of shit. just abhorrent. everyone on the set hated working with you and i personally found you to be despicable. i seriously recommend you do some soul-searching.
Anyways, fun project! go take a look and lmk what you think! i'm gonna get started on the next one. bye!
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