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“To Whom This May Concern”is out now onall streaming platforms.@missjillscott gifts us with aMasterclass in Authenticity.Track 1 is titled “Dope Shit” and that is exactly what this project is, Dope Shit

I had the pleasure of co-writing on Track 11 “The Math”.

@missjillscott Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process,allowing me to see the artwork through your lens.I am grateful and I am so proud of you.
The Queen Is Outside 😝.

@theycallmecamper my guy we got another one ⛺️🫡
All Glory To God

“To Whom This May Concern”is out now onall streaming platforms.@missjillscott gifts us with aMasterclass in Authenticity.Track 1 is titled “Dope Shit” and that is exactly what this project is, Dope Shit

I had the pleasure of co-writing on Track 11 “The Math”.

@missjillscott Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process,allowing me to see the artwork through your lens.I am grateful and I am so proud of you.
The Queen Is Outside 😝.

@theycallmecamper my guy we got another one ⛺️🫡
All Glory To God

“To Whom This May Concern”is out now onall streaming platforms.@missjillscott gifts us with aMasterclass in Authenticity.Track 1 is titled “Dope Shit” and that is exactly what this project is, Dope Shit

I had the pleasure of co-writing on Track 11 “The Math”.

@missjillscott Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process,allowing me to see the artwork through your lens.I am grateful and I am so proud of you.
The Queen Is Outside 😝.

@theycallmecamper my guy we got another one ⛺️🫡
All Glory To God

“To Whom This May Concern”is out now onall streaming platforms.@missjillscott gifts us with aMasterclass in Authenticity.Track 1 is titled “Dope Shit” and that is exactly what this project is, Dope Shit

I had the pleasure of co-writing on Track 11 “The Math”.

@missjillscott Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process,allowing me to see the artwork through your lens.I am grateful and I am so proud of you.
The Queen Is Outside 😝.

@theycallmecamper my guy we got another one ⛺️🫡
All Glory To God

“To Whom This May Concern”is out now onall streaming platforms.@missjillscott gifts us with aMasterclass in Authenticity.Track 1 is titled “Dope Shit” and that is exactly what this project is, Dope Shit

I had the pleasure of co-writing on Track 11 “The Math”.

@missjillscott Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process,allowing me to see the artwork through your lens.I am grateful and I am so proud of you.
The Queen Is Outside 😝.

@theycallmecamper my guy we got another one ⛺️🫡
All Glory To God

“To Whom This May Concern”is out now onall streaming platforms.@missjillscott gifts us with aMasterclass in Authenticity.Track 1 is titled “Dope Shit” and that is exactly what this project is, Dope Shit

I had the pleasure of co-writing on Track 11 “The Math”.

@missjillscott Thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process,allowing me to see the artwork through your lens.I am grateful and I am so proud of you.
The Queen Is Outside 😝.

@theycallmecamper my guy we got another one ⛺️🫡
All Glory To God

2x Grammy Nominated Songwriter
Momma I know you would be so proud of me 🥹

Still on this cloud that over looks everything I’ve been through in the past year.Was it worth it? Is it worth it? Can you afford to pay the cost for what you consider success? And the answer is Yes. Now was it always a clear Yes? Absolutely not but it was always yes.

@ledisi only God knew how much you would mean to me in this season of my life.3 a.m. writing sessions, Check-Ins, the many voice notes we would send each other to rewrite ideas.I am sure I owe you for our Therapy Sessions 😁. Seriously these moments mean the world to me because they are with you, @theycallmecamper and @raykeys18, @jocmusiq, Rex and the many other collaborators who contributed to “The Crown”. We are Nominated 🫶.

@flolikethis from the Uk to the world.You ladies have arrived and are here to stay.Talent is one thing, work ethic is another and you ladies have both.You are Freaking Grammy Nominated, the first of many.Thank you for allowing me to play a small part on your journey.@dixson and @theycallmecamper watching you guys work day in and day out inspires me to this day. I was always told if you want to be great then surround yourself around the greats.I am grateful I had the pleasure.To all the collaborators who contributed to @flolikethis “Access All Areas”, congratulations.You are Grammy Nominated.

@justcallmetristan Thank You for always showing up for me and reminding me what a phone call away means.Thanks again bro 📷

2x Grammy Nominated Songwriter
Momma I know you would be so proud of me 🥹

Still on this cloud that over looks everything I’ve been through in the past year.Was it worth it? Is it worth it? Can you afford to pay the cost for what you consider success? And the answer is Yes. Now was it always a clear Yes? Absolutely not but it was always yes.

@ledisi only God knew how much you would mean to me in this season of my life.3 a.m. writing sessions, Check-Ins, the many voice notes we would send each other to rewrite ideas.I am sure I owe you for our Therapy Sessions 😁. Seriously these moments mean the world to me because they are with you, @theycallmecamper and @raykeys18, @jocmusiq, Rex and the many other collaborators who contributed to “The Crown”. We are Nominated 🫶.

@flolikethis from the Uk to the world.You ladies have arrived and are here to stay.Talent is one thing, work ethic is another and you ladies have both.You are Freaking Grammy Nominated, the first of many.Thank you for allowing me to play a small part on your journey.@dixson and @theycallmecamper watching you guys work day in and day out inspires me to this day. I was always told if you want to be great then surround yourself around the greats.I am grateful I had the pleasure.To all the collaborators who contributed to @flolikethis “Access All Areas”, congratulations.You are Grammy Nominated.

@justcallmetristan Thank You for always showing up for me and reminding me what a phone call away means.Thanks again bro 📷

Momma would you look at this ❤️🕊️.
This is for you and sis
For 8 years I disconnected from music and everything that was once important because I lost you and sis.I struggled badly to find myself and I am still finding my way.But momma come on now I love and miss you two so much and as I celebrate this achievement, I also celebrate the both of you 🕊️❤️🕊️.

@theycallmecamper ⛺️10 + years of respect, support, friendship and brotherhood.I wouldn’t be able to Thank You enough for the opportunities and the journey man.This run we’ve been on both together and individually has been dope to witness in real time.You my brother 4Life.It’s Early 🎥

@jonmcreynolds Thank You for welcoming me into your creative space with open arms.Before having the pleasure of working with you , songs like “Lovin Me”, “No Gray” and “Pressure” really got me through some pretty rough times.So working with you on a song called “Basics” felt like a message that was meant for me to receive through you.It has really help me re-establish a relationship with Christ.Thank You 🙏

Finally
To my friend circle ⭕️ who I’ve called, text, and FaceTime when I was on the edge of making reckless decisions (you know who you are) I love you for keeping me encouraged on this journey.It’s not easy,!it’s not glamorous when you are trying to figure it out but you know how much it means to me.Thank You for always picking up for me.

My Gram Fam
Nothing but love ❤️ for your support.
Those emojis hold some meaning over here.

I said A LOT on this post but I didn’t want to be so
cool that I couldn’t be real with you and grateful at the same time.#WelcomeToTheCamp ⛺️ #swipeleft #grammynominated
@recordingacademy Thank You

Momma would you look at this ❤️🕊️.
This is for you and sis
For 8 years I disconnected from music and everything that was once important because I lost you and sis.I struggled badly to find myself and I am still finding my way.But momma come on now I love and miss you two so much and as I celebrate this achievement, I also celebrate the both of you 🕊️❤️🕊️.

@theycallmecamper ⛺️10 + years of respect, support, friendship and brotherhood.I wouldn’t be able to Thank You enough for the opportunities and the journey man.This run we’ve been on both together and individually has been dope to witness in real time.You my brother 4Life.It’s Early 🎥

@jonmcreynolds Thank You for welcoming me into your creative space with open arms.Before having the pleasure of working with you , songs like “Lovin Me”, “No Gray” and “Pressure” really got me through some pretty rough times.So working with you on a song called “Basics” felt like a message that was meant for me to receive through you.It has really help me re-establish a relationship with Christ.Thank You 🙏

Finally
To my friend circle ⭕️ who I’ve called, text, and FaceTime when I was on the edge of making reckless decisions (you know who you are) I love you for keeping me encouraged on this journey.It’s not easy,!it’s not glamorous when you are trying to figure it out but you know how much it means to me.Thank You for always picking up for me.

My Gram Fam
Nothing but love ❤️ for your support.
Those emojis hold some meaning over here.

I said A LOT on this post but I didn’t want to be so
cool that I couldn’t be real with you and grateful at the same time.#WelcomeToTheCamp ⛺️ #swipeleft #grammynominated
@recordingacademy Thank You

Momma would you look at this ❤️🕊️.
This is for you and sis
For 8 years I disconnected from music and everything that was once important because I lost you and sis.I struggled badly to find myself and I am still finding my way.But momma come on now I love and miss you two so much and as I celebrate this achievement, I also celebrate the both of you 🕊️❤️🕊️.

@theycallmecamper ⛺️10 + years of respect, support, friendship and brotherhood.I wouldn’t be able to Thank You enough for the opportunities and the journey man.This run we’ve been on both together and individually has been dope to witness in real time.You my brother 4Life.It’s Early 🎥

@jonmcreynolds Thank You for welcoming me into your creative space with open arms.Before having the pleasure of working with you , songs like “Lovin Me”, “No Gray” and “Pressure” really got me through some pretty rough times.So working with you on a song called “Basics” felt like a message that was meant for me to receive through you.It has really help me re-establish a relationship with Christ.Thank You 🙏

Finally
To my friend circle ⭕️ who I’ve called, text, and FaceTime when I was on the edge of making reckless decisions (you know who you are) I love you for keeping me encouraged on this journey.It’s not easy,!it’s not glamorous when you are trying to figure it out but you know how much it means to me.Thank You for always picking up for me.

My Gram Fam
Nothing but love ❤️ for your support.
Those emojis hold some meaning over here.

I said A LOT on this post but I didn’t want to be so
cool that I couldn’t be real with you and grateful at the same time.#WelcomeToTheCamp ⛺️ #swipeleft #grammynominated
@recordingacademy Thank You

Momma would you look at this ❤️🕊️.
This is for you and sis
For 8 years I disconnected from music and everything that was once important because I lost you and sis.I struggled badly to find myself and I am still finding my way.But momma come on now I love and miss you two so much and as I celebrate this achievement, I also celebrate the both of you 🕊️❤️🕊️.

@theycallmecamper ⛺️10 + years of respect, support, friendship and brotherhood.I wouldn’t be able to Thank You enough for the opportunities and the journey man.This run we’ve been on both together and individually has been dope to witness in real time.You my brother 4Life.It’s Early 🎥

@jonmcreynolds Thank You for welcoming me into your creative space with open arms.Before having the pleasure of working with you , songs like “Lovin Me”, “No Gray” and “Pressure” really got me through some pretty rough times.So working with you on a song called “Basics” felt like a message that was meant for me to receive through you.It has really help me re-establish a relationship with Christ.Thank You 🙏

Finally
To my friend circle ⭕️ who I’ve called, text, and FaceTime when I was on the edge of making reckless decisions (you know who you are) I love you for keeping me encouraged on this journey.It’s not easy,!it’s not glamorous when you are trying to figure it out but you know how much it means to me.Thank You for always picking up for me.

My Gram Fam
Nothing but love ❤️ for your support.
Those emojis hold some meaning over here.

I said A LOT on this post but I didn’t want to be so
cool that I couldn’t be real with you and grateful at the same time.#WelcomeToTheCamp ⛺️ #swipeleft #grammynominated
@recordingacademy Thank You

Momma would you look at this ❤️🕊️.
This is for you and sis
For 8 years I disconnected from music and everything that was once important because I lost you and sis.I struggled badly to find myself and I am still finding my way.But momma come on now I love and miss you two so much and as I celebrate this achievement, I also celebrate the both of you 🕊️❤️🕊️.

@theycallmecamper ⛺️10 + years of respect, support, friendship and brotherhood.I wouldn’t be able to Thank You enough for the opportunities and the journey man.This run we’ve been on both together and individually has been dope to witness in real time.You my brother 4Life.It’s Early 🎥

@jonmcreynolds Thank You for welcoming me into your creative space with open arms.Before having the pleasure of working with you , songs like “Lovin Me”, “No Gray” and “Pressure” really got me through some pretty rough times.So working with you on a song called “Basics” felt like a message that was meant for me to receive through you.It has really help me re-establish a relationship with Christ.Thank You 🙏

Finally
To my friend circle ⭕️ who I’ve called, text, and FaceTime when I was on the edge of making reckless decisions (you know who you are) I love you for keeping me encouraged on this journey.It’s not easy,!it’s not glamorous when you are trying to figure it out but you know how much it means to me.Thank You for always picking up for me.

My Gram Fam
Nothing but love ❤️ for your support.
Those emojis hold some meaning over here.

I said A LOT on this post but I didn’t want to be so
cool that I couldn’t be real with you and grateful at the same time.#WelcomeToTheCamp ⛺️ #swipeleft #grammynominated
@recordingacademy Thank You

Momma would you look at this ❤️🕊️.
This is for you and sis
For 8 years I disconnected from music and everything that was once important because I lost you and sis.I struggled badly to find myself and I am still finding my way.But momma come on now I love and miss you two so much and as I celebrate this achievement, I also celebrate the both of you 🕊️❤️🕊️.

@theycallmecamper ⛺️10 + years of respect, support, friendship and brotherhood.I wouldn’t be able to Thank You enough for the opportunities and the journey man.This run we’ve been on both together and individually has been dope to witness in real time.You my brother 4Life.It’s Early 🎥

@jonmcreynolds Thank You for welcoming me into your creative space with open arms.Before having the pleasure of working with you , songs like “Lovin Me”, “No Gray” and “Pressure” really got me through some pretty rough times.So working with you on a song called “Basics” felt like a message that was meant for me to receive through you.It has really help me re-establish a relationship with Christ.Thank You 🙏

Finally
To my friend circle ⭕️ who I’ve called, text, and FaceTime when I was on the edge of making reckless decisions (you know who you are) I love you for keeping me encouraged on this journey.It’s not easy,!it’s not glamorous when you are trying to figure it out but you know how much it means to me.Thank You for always picking up for me.

My Gram Fam
Nothing but love ❤️ for your support.
Those emojis hold some meaning over here.

I said A LOT on this post but I didn’t want to be so
cool that I couldn’t be real with you and grateful at the same time.#WelcomeToTheCamp ⛺️ #swipeleft #grammynominated
@recordingacademy Thank You

Grateful to be able to creatively talk about the trauma’s of losing a loved one.Seeing others appreciative of such a song existing.Dedicating it to their loved ones.This is about the celebration of transitioning .
There isn’t a one Grieving Style fits all.
I’ve watched family members drink through it
Cry through it
Talk through it
Isolate themselves and pretend it never happened through it (me)
However you choose to grieve, that is your choice.
Selfishly we never want to let our loved ones go but receiving their wings and taking their place in heaven free of pain with more of our loved ones provides a momentary smile underneath the tears.

@tathomas “You Got Your Wings “ 🪽
Out Now on All Streaming Platforms

Grateful to be able to creatively talk about the trauma’s of losing a loved one.Seeing others appreciative of such a song existing.Dedicating it to their loved ones.This is about the celebration of transitioning .
There isn’t a one Grieving Style fits all.
I’ve watched family members drink through it
Cry through it
Talk through it
Isolate themselves and pretend it never happened through it (me)
However you choose to grieve, that is your choice.
Selfishly we never want to let our loved ones go but receiving their wings and taking their place in heaven free of pain with more of our loved ones provides a momentary smile underneath the tears.

@tathomas “You Got Your Wings “ 🪽
Out Now on All Streaming Platforms

Grateful to be able to creatively talk about the trauma’s of losing a loved one.Seeing others appreciative of such a song existing.Dedicating it to their loved ones.This is about the celebration of transitioning .
There isn’t a one Grieving Style fits all.
I’ve watched family members drink through it
Cry through it
Talk through it
Isolate themselves and pretend it never happened through it (me)
However you choose to grieve, that is your choice.
Selfishly we never want to let our loved ones go but receiving their wings and taking their place in heaven free of pain with more of our loved ones provides a momentary smile underneath the tears.

@tathomas “You Got Your Wings “ 🪽
Out Now on All Streaming Platforms

Grateful to be able to creatively talk about the trauma’s of losing a loved one.Seeing others appreciative of such a song existing.Dedicating it to their loved ones.This is about the celebration of transitioning .
There isn’t a one Grieving Style fits all.
I’ve watched family members drink through it
Cry through it
Talk through it
Isolate themselves and pretend it never happened through it (me)
However you choose to grieve, that is your choice.
Selfishly we never want to let our loved ones go but receiving their wings and taking their place in heaven free of pain with more of our loved ones provides a momentary smile underneath the tears.

@tathomas “You Got Your Wings “ 🪽
Out Now on All Streaming Platforms

“You Got Your Wings” by @tathomas is Out Now on All Streaming Platforms.It was a song dedicated to our mother’s.

In our first sessions together when I first moved to LA, we shared a moment with our sis Sage who had lost her father and that moment on they have felt like family even the annoying parts.

I am honored to be able to contribute on something for our loved ones.

Can’t Lie recently losing my grandmother and hearing this song and seeing these memories has me falling apart, has me feeling alone, has me scared of the “what ifs” I have been allowing myself to think.I am just trying to keep it together the best I can.

We pray you think of and live in the memories of the loved ones you have lost and celebrate them

This

“You Got Your Wings” by @tathomas is Out Now on All Streaming Platforms.It was a song dedicated to our mother’s.

In our first sessions together when I first moved to LA, we shared a moment with our sis Sage who had lost her father and that moment on they have felt like family even the annoying parts.

I am honored to be able to contribute on something for our loved ones.

Can’t Lie recently losing my grandmother and hearing this song and seeing these memories has me falling apart, has me feeling alone, has me scared of the “what ifs” I have been allowing myself to think.I am just trying to keep it together the best I can.

We pray you think of and live in the memories of the loved ones you have lost and celebrate them

This

🚨First Major Movie Placement🚨
It was so surreal to see my name along side my friends and family.I was overcome with so many emotions due to the passing of my grandma who has joined my mother, sister and uncle in Heaven.

Honestly sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve such blessings.Maybe I got lucky at the right moment.Maybe it wasn’t my blessing directly.I negative self talk way more than I would like to but it is something I try to work on.

I remember as kids my mom would take my brother and I to the dollar store to get our snacks for the movies.We loved the movies or at least I did.Not too far back, not to close up, middle seats please.But this moment deserved a close up… Renee’s son, Happy’s grandson Larry’s nephew and Kita’s brother name is on the Big Screen.It is truly insane to even say out loud.I am just so grateful 🙏.

🚨First Major Movie Placement🚨
It was so surreal to see my name along side my friends and family.I was overcome with so many emotions due to the passing of my grandma who has joined my mother, sister and uncle in Heaven.

Honestly sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve such blessings.Maybe I got lucky at the right moment.Maybe it wasn’t my blessing directly.I negative self talk way more than I would like to but it is something I try to work on.

I remember as kids my mom would take my brother and I to the dollar store to get our snacks for the movies.We loved the movies or at least I did.Not too far back, not to close up, middle seats please.But this moment deserved a close up… Renee’s son, Happy’s grandson Larry’s nephew and Kita’s brother name is on the Big Screen.It is truly insane to even say out loud.I am just so grateful 🙏.

🚨First Major Movie Placement🚨
It was so surreal to see my name along side my friends and family.I was overcome with so many emotions due to the passing of my grandma who has joined my mother, sister and uncle in Heaven.

Honestly sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve such blessings.Maybe I got lucky at the right moment.Maybe it wasn’t my blessing directly.I negative self talk way more than I would like to but it is something I try to work on.

I remember as kids my mom would take my brother and I to the dollar store to get our snacks for the movies.We loved the movies or at least I did.Not too far back, not to close up, middle seats please.But this moment deserved a close up… Renee’s son, Happy’s grandson Larry’s nephew and Kita’s brother name is on the Big Screen.It is truly insane to even say out loud.I am just so grateful 🙏.

🚨First Major Movie Placement🚨
It was so surreal to see my name along side my friends and family.I was overcome with so many emotions due to the passing of my grandma who has joined my mother, sister and uncle in Heaven.

Honestly sometimes I feel like I don’t deserve such blessings.Maybe I got lucky at the right moment.Maybe it wasn’t my blessing directly.I negative self talk way more than I would like to but it is something I try to work on.

I remember as kids my mom would take my brother and I to the dollar store to get our snacks for the movies.We loved the movies or at least I did.Not too far back, not to close up, middle seats please.But this moment deserved a close up… Renee’s son, Happy’s grandson Larry’s nephew and Kita’s brother name is on the Big Screen.It is truly insane to even say out loud.I am just so grateful 🙏.

My First Movie 🍿 Placement is dedicated to my Mother and my Grandma Happy.I don’t even have the energy to be excited like I planned to be initially but I am so grateful.

@ledisi it is so fitting that this opportunity is with you.I love you unconditionally big sis.

Now I can talk about it because you kept telling me I couldn’t say anything, okkkkkkkaaay.What about now?

GRATITUDE ✍🏾

My First Movie 🍿 Placement is dedicated to my Mother and my Grandma Happy.I don’t even have the energy to be excited like I planned to be initially but I am so grateful.

@ledisi it is so fitting that this opportunity is with you.I love you unconditionally big sis.

Now I can talk about it because you kept telling me I couldn’t say anything, okkkkkkkaaay.What about now?

GRATITUDE ✍🏾

My First Movie 🍿 Placement is dedicated to my Mother and my Grandma Happy.I don’t even have the energy to be excited like I planned to be initially but I am so grateful.

@ledisi it is so fitting that this opportunity is with you.I love you unconditionally big sis.

Now I can talk about it because you kept telling me I couldn’t say anything, okkkkkkkaaay.What about now?

GRATITUDE ✍🏾

My First Movie 🍿 Placement is dedicated to my Mother and my Grandma Happy.I don’t even have the energy to be excited like I planned to be initially but I am so grateful.

@ledisi it is so fitting that this opportunity is with you.I love you unconditionally big sis.

Now I can talk about it because you kept telling me I couldn’t say anything, okkkkkkkaaay.What about now?

GRATITUDE ✍🏾

My First Movie 🍿 Placement is dedicated to my Mother and my Grandma Happy.I don’t even have the energy to be excited like I planned to be initially but I am so grateful.

@ledisi it is so fitting that this opportunity is with you.I love you unconditionally big sis.

Now I can talk about it because you kept telling me I couldn’t say anything, okkkkkkkaaay.What about now?

GRATITUDE ✍🏾

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

4/26/2026 My grandmother passed away.It is so freaking hard to write this.It is 4 a.m. 4/27/2026 and I am finally able to stop crying and shaking long enough to say something.My uncle told me to call you before your surgery but I figured I would call you after but there was no after 😢😢💔💔 there was no after.

I am broken.I am loss and I am so angry.I have been surviving things for so long in silence but I don’t think I will survive this one. I ain’t got it, not for this one.

I need out, I feel fucking trapped. I was just starting to be ok with my mother being gone and now this.
I’m not good and won’t be good.

Grandma Happy
I Gave you that name 💔💔💔💔
I took pride In being your eldest grandson
I love you so much
So much energy so much love, so much light
So many stories, so many recipes
My favorite singer, an amazing dancer and the worst at keeping secrets 🤣😢💔but you were my hero, my grandmother, my mother , you meant so much to me.
There are no do overs, the memories I have of you are the memories I have and i will cherish them forever.

The family will miss different qualities about you but rest peacefully knowing that you will always be missed.

I know you were hurting badly when mommy left but now you can hold her again when she welcomes you home along side my beautiful sister.

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH GRANDMA HAPPY

@ebony.riley “Beautiful Tragedy” Out Now 💫

“Sick Of Me”
“Who Raised Y’all”

Always grateful for @harmonysamuels and @theycallmecamper.S/0 to everyone involved in this “Beautiful Tragedy”. So proud of you Ebony and thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process 🙏.

💿✍🏾

@ebony.riley “Beautiful Tragedy” Out Now 💫

“Sick Of Me”
“Who Raised Y’all”

Always grateful for @harmonysamuels and @theycallmecamper.S/0 to everyone involved in this “Beautiful Tragedy”. So proud of you Ebony and thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process 🙏.

💿✍🏾

@ebony.riley “Beautiful Tragedy” Out Now 💫

“Sick Of Me”
“Who Raised Y’all”

Always grateful for @harmonysamuels and @theycallmecamper.S/0 to everyone involved in this “Beautiful Tragedy”. So proud of you Ebony and thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process 🙏.

💿✍🏾

@ebony.riley “Beautiful Tragedy” Out Now 💫

“Sick Of Me”
“Who Raised Y’all”

Always grateful for @harmonysamuels and @theycallmecamper.S/0 to everyone involved in this “Beautiful Tragedy”. So proud of you Ebony and thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process 🙏.

💿✍🏾

@ebony.riley “Beautiful Tragedy” Out Now 💫

“Sick Of Me”
“Who Raised Y’all”

Always grateful for @harmonysamuels and @theycallmecamper.S/0 to everyone involved in this “Beautiful Tragedy”. So proud of you Ebony and thank you for allowing me to be apart of your process 🙏.

💿✍🏾

En el lugar correcto en el momento equivocado 😑
Venezuela 🇻🇪 was dominant from start to finish

En el lugar correcto en el momento equivocado 😑
Venezuela 🇻🇪 was dominant from start to finish

En el lugar correcto en el momento equivocado 😑
Venezuela 🇻🇪 was dominant from start to finish

🗣️

Confessions of a Songwriter.

I use to always hear about the 10,000 hour rule but maybe in the fine print i ignored the part about “as many10,000 hours needed”.

I use to paint my “Bigger” picture off of the edges of the canvas.

I was going to be one of the biggest songwriters ever, awards, # 1’s, a room filled with my accomplishments.Respected amongst my peers, working all over the world, getting paid to do what I have been passionate about for so long.That’s what I use to be sure of.Now I am just hopeful that some of these things are still possible.

I am not sure what I thought the success ladder would look like, or how high I had to climb to feel successful.
But it feels like I am climbing with a weighted vest of disappointments, regrets and negative self talk.

Now a days I feel like I am just existing more than I am living.Like I am unsure of the things I use to be sure about.

Depending on the day / week the work schedule may change but the hours are always + 16

During The Week:
•3-4 days out of the week I work construction from 8:30 a.m-2
• Everyday I work 3-11 or 3 p- 7 a
• Here is where I would have 2-3
FaceTime writing sessions ✍🏾
• I teach 2 classes with The Dash Program
•Before or After work I train clients

During The Weekend:
- I have my massage clients during the day and my care giving job from 3 p- 7 a.

Everyday:
I am in school for Cybersecurity/ Ethical Hacking

One thing about me is that I do not know how to walk away.Maybe I am delusional in that way.The scars of life still hold memories that hurt but I’ll never stop trying to be the songwriter i dreamt I could be.

I PRAY THAT WITH ALL OF THESE ODD JOBS THAT I EVENTUALLY BREAK EVEN.THAT THESE EXPERIENCES HELP ME TO CRAFT THE STORIES THAT WILL ONE DAY CHANGE MY LIFE.