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pre-show frozen loops of my old piano johann (multisampled to norns) + synth (minilogue) via wrms & ndls on an aux send + slowed field recording from radio music. html, three.js, react & switch joycons weaving visuals 🕸

hi 𓆨 my new EP titled “ᵒ˶°´” comes out november 20th on @leavingrecords. come celebrate with me & @livingearth.la on nov 23rd at @plant_material alongside some wonderful native plants & pollinators
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honored to be sharing the stage w/ sweetfriends @cashin____ + @renegog . i'll be playing my new tracks & sharing some glimpses of a new little world i've been building ๑ï
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(poster by meee 🐜 @studio.ampersands )

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whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon

whimsical / wistful
so overwhelmed i did not take that many photos but i'll remember this time forever
thank u <3 back soon
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@_and.cs has a new 10song record out today entitled ᵒ˶°´ - it is the first entry in an ongoing series exploring the world of insects and other macroinvertebrates. inspired by a shift in perspective informed by personal experiences with these animals, each song invites the listener into the mind of a bug — to imagine their thoughts, their feelings, their dreams — in hopes of fostering a world where empathy extends from the smallest creatures, even those that may bring fear or discomfort.
recorded sporadically during practice sessions and while testing new custom devices for the norns sound computer, the 10 tracks of “ᵒ˶°´” expand from the electroacoustic loop-miniatures of “caught in pointers” & “*” with the addition of analog synth textures & structured songwriting drawing from japanese environmental music & VGM of the 90’s
did you know that @_and.cs is a many media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene?
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🔊 “attamyces spore”
ft. @___j_foerster & @n__kramer
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video, illustration, graphic design @studio.ampersands // ampersands.space
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hi, my name is And. i'm an artist recently diagnosed on the autism spectrum. this is a video of me playing a steinway grand piano for the first time at the portland airport. i am disabled. though i'm able to travel, airports, like many public places, are very difficult place for me to exist. i suffer from (sometimes intense) auditory processing challenges, photosensitivity, communication difficulties, generalized anxiety, among other difficulties. i face these challenges every day, but certain spaces are far less accessible than others, and little support exists.
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those on the spectrum also experience special interests — obsessions or fascinations that when engaged with properly are often very healing. sometimes it's the only escape from pain that's easily within grasp.
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my special interest is music. in this moment, just for a time when my fingers touched the keys, my feet on the pedals, the piano was a sponge. an intense feeling of dread, from the space, from everything in my life falling apart & coming back together, flowed outward through the music. everything i knew about myself came into focus, i could look into a mirror without fear or hatred, i could feel love without guilt, i could see clearly. i could feel a sense of joy that struggling in a neurotypical world could not contain, and i wonder if just for a moment, this feeling can reach you though your screen. i wonder these feelings can translate & i wonder if i can feel a bit less alone in a world that's trying to erase people like me and so many of far less privilege.
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-&
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October 5th, 2025
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@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
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🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
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www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l
🎧 A ✨ Free ✨Ambient Show 🎧 🌊 feat. @_and.cs and @mattheuuv ❤️ EARLY EVENT ❤️ 7pm @barnradio 🍂
🎛️ T-0—N-I-T—E 🫧
October 5th, 2025
7pm - 10pm
@_and.cs (And) is a many-media artist from the american midwest seeking worlds within media, cognition, and biology during the anthropocene. Their latest album, “caught in pointers”, on Leaving Records is a time travel coming-of-age story told through a 6-year archive of field recordings made as a teen.
@mattheuuv is an artist, graphic designer, and field recordist living in Portland, OR. He goes on walks and records sounds that are found or made in their environment. He records live-take ‘sketches’ with various analog synthesizers and instruments. Overtime, a large pile of collage materials form. From these memories saved as recorded auditory material, mattheuu constructs his sound experiences.
*RSVP* 4 Free Entry
www.barnradio.live
🎥 @_and.cs
🎨 @mattheuuv big text @e.n.e.r.g.y.a.n.g.e.l

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portland ! i want to get to know u 🤲 honored to have an opportunity to explore a place i've been curious about for a while + share some not rave music at the one & only @barnradio w/ ambient legend @mattheuuv

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