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@oshane.howard / @cadreartists / @retouch.house

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Likely my dad

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@oshane.howard / @cadreartists / @retouch.house

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Likely my dad

THE FANTASY LIFE CANADA TOUR IS OFFICIALLY HERE!!! ✨💝

I’ve been dreaming and dreaming AND DREAMING about this tour and I’m so excited to finally share it. I’ll be traveling across Canada this fall and I cannot wait to bring these songs to you!!!

DM me "tickets" or follow the link in my bio to sign up for the pre-sale.

Artist Pre-sale:
March 4 at 10AM (local time)
- password FANTASYLIFE

General on sale:
March 6 at 10AM (local time)

🪱🪱🪱 I cannot wait to see you out there 🪱🪱🪱 LETS GET DRESSED UP AND SCREAM TOGETHER!

🪱🪱🪱 LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS WHERE IM GOING TO SEE YOU !!! 🪱🪱🪱

THE FANTASY LIFE CANADA TOUR IS OFFICIALLY HERE!!! ✨💝

I’ve been dreaming and dreaming AND DREAMING about this tour and I’m so excited to finally share it. I’ll be traveling across Canada this fall and I cannot wait to bring these songs to you!!!

DM me "tickets" or follow the link in my bio to sign up for the pre-sale.

Artist Pre-sale:
March 4 at 10AM (local time)
- password FANTASYLIFE

General on sale:
March 6 at 10AM (local time)

🪱🪱🪱 I cannot wait to see you out there 🪱🪱🪱 LETS GET DRESSED UP AND SCREAM TOGETHER!

🪱🪱🪱 LET ME KNOW IN THE COMMENTS WHERE IM GOING TO SEE YOU !!! 🪱🪱🪱

‘Hotter Than The Sun’ is officially OUT THEREEEEE for all to see and hear and I really hope you like it!!!

I made this song with my ever loving guys @dead.matts and it took us a little minute to find the special sauce for this one...it always feels tougher for me to let my guard down with “happier” sounding songs like this. As usual though @dead.matts helped me find my voice within it and have fun with it and once it finally all came together through much trial and error...I would cruise back and forth from the studio listening to the demo at highest volume possible screaming “OKAY I CAN EMBODY THIS I SWEAR” haha It feels like performing a scrappy diy exorcism on my inner hater every time I sing it. Like I’m a butterfly/moth/insect bitch flapping my wings at will.

The video is equally as special to me ...working with Gwen in the directors chair...she just burrows into my brain and without even questioning it...knows exactly the perfect visual language to fit. Her freak + my freak + the freak of every person involved = my favourite freak shit ever.
MOTH WORLD STUFFED ANIMAL WORLD FT REBEKAH HEPNER 2D VISUAL WORLD...also THE PUPPETEERING ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!
The nails...the hair...the COSTUME...THE SET...THE EDITING! it’s like is this my life?! I want this to be my real life forever xxoxoox

ANYWAYS I HOPE YOU ENJOY IT!!! TELL UR INSECT FRIENDS!

HERE ARE THE CREDITS WHERE THEY ARE DUE YALL ———

Video Credits:
Director and Concept Designer - Gwen Trutnau
Art Director - Seth Woodyard
Editing/Camera - Mike Maryniuk
Camera - Kristiane Church
Puppeteers and Art Dept - Lar Simms / Abby Falvo
Animation + 3D/Title Design - Rebekah Heppner
Hair by Kitty Bernes
Makeup and Nails by Rachel Lynne Jones
Wardrobe by Miriam Delos Santos

Song Credits:
Written by Begonia and deadmen
Produced and engineered by deadmen
Executively produced by Begonia
Vocals and lyrics by Begonia
All instruments performed by Matt Peters and Matt Schellenberg
except:
Drums by Michael Jordan
Upright bass by John Mark Baron

Recorded at Effie Street Studios in Los Angeles, CA and No Fun Club in Winnipeg, MB
Mixed by Matt Peters at Effie Street Studios Mastered by Kristian Montano

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What can I say it’s a good post

Comment “good post” and I’ll really like that

East coast ✨ @hellobegonia is coming your way this summer for The (30th Anniversary🤩) Jubilee Festival in Nova Scotia!

Tickets on sale now
www.thejubilee.ca

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

from the most magical night at @unionchapeluk ✨💫 opening for @thebroslandreth 💝💝💝

All photos by @jane.mires 🙏💐

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

makeup looks from tour - 🤡🐹👼

- I cleaned a corner of my shit room before this last run and found a ten year oldmakeup forever face paint palette and I felt VERY inspired! #expired #inspired

Doing my own makeup before shows is like a meditation I can count on everyday. It’s really one of the only times im alone and quiet and I really really love doing it. Still figuring out how to do my own hair tho🫠☠️🗿

This was my first time being on national television and I feel like I channeled Stone Cold Steve Austin aka Austin 3:16.

When I first wrote this song I NEVER imagined if/where I would end up singing it and last night getting to sing it at a most legendary venue felt as heavy as it also felt light and really actually just so special.

Thank you to @thebroslandreth for taking me and Graeme and Seth on the tour adventure of a lifetime. Ending it at Union Chapel in London was incredible. I was so in awe of it all and so proud of how far my friends have come.

Traveling around the world with my pals opening shows these last few months…watching sold out crowds adore and appreciate them every night…it’s been very moving and powerful shit!

Now I sit in the Toronto airport waiting for my second flight home and wondering wtf just happened. 🫠💝 I watched Les Miserables (Anne hathaways version) on my first flight today and I must say it was a bad idea. Anyways I’m all at once so sad this tour is over but also very excited for my bed and watching the shittiest tv this world can imagine for at least a week.
Okaaaayyu
Talk soon love you thank youuuuu💝🙏🗿🥰

I got a pocket full of sunshine bish and I’m not lipsyncing I know the words very well anyways second last show on this tour and instead of crying I’m Natasha frigging beddingfeielding

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