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Happy Birthday to my favorite human @sunahbee, from the city that made her so great! 🌆🗽
(she absolutely did NOT deserve the Lord’s gift of the flu on this day!)

Oops that was fun! Thank you @theicehousecc and @markserritella for the spot! And @michaelschwartzphotographer for the 📸

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

One thing I’m good at is day late behavior so here’s a Ballantines ode to my one and only heart bubbler, Chris Fairbanks! He’s truly one of the greatest people (on literally every level) I have known and the relationship we’ve shaped around the lumps of life and time makes me want to write poems and shit. Love makes everything better. ♥️

Comedy good times with pals tomorrow night in Silverlake! It’s a great outdoor show by @stretchshp with foods and drinks stuff on the docket. Come hang and find out if I’m still funny!

The fluff babes are gearing up and ready for forever loving!

Check my stories for @theanimalrescuemission contact info (or DM me), who I’m so grateful to for taking them under their wing. I got them out of a bad situation and I can’t wait for them to get to livin’ their best freakin lives. 💕💕

The fluff babes are gearing up and ready for forever loving!

Check my stories for @theanimalrescuemission contact info (or DM me), who I’m so grateful to for taking them under their wing. I got them out of a bad situation and I can’t wait for them to get to livin’ their best freakin lives. 💕💕

The fluff babes are gearing up and ready for forever loving!

Check my stories for @theanimalrescuemission contact info (or DM me), who I’m so grateful to for taking them under their wing. I got them out of a bad situation and I can’t wait for them to get to livin’ their best freakin lives. 💕💕

The fluff babes are gearing up and ready for forever loving!

Check my stories for @theanimalrescuemission contact info (or DM me), who I’m so grateful to for taking them under their wing. I got them out of a bad situation and I can’t wait for them to get to livin’ their best freakin lives. 💕💕

The fluff babes are gearing up and ready for forever loving!

Check my stories for @theanimalrescuemission contact info (or DM me), who I’m so grateful to for taking them under their wing. I got them out of a bad situation and I can’t wait for them to get to livin’ their best freakin lives. 💕💕

The fluff babes are gearing up and ready for forever loving!

Check my stories for @theanimalrescuemission contact info (or DM me), who I’m so grateful to for taking them under their wing. I got them out of a bad situation and I can’t wait for them to get to livin’ their best freakin lives. 💕💕

Foster needed!
These two 8 week ish old maltese mixes need a foster asap!

If you can foster them, please fill out an app on our site and note for “two maltese puppies”🐶🐶

#spayandneuteryourpets #beresponsible #adoptdontshop #puppylove #foster #maltese

Foster needed!
These two 8 week ish old maltese mixes need a foster asap!

If you can foster them, please fill out an app on our site and note for “two maltese puppies”🐶🐶

#spayandneuteryourpets #beresponsible #adoptdontshop #puppylove #foster #maltese

Foster needed!
These two 8 week ish old maltese mixes need a foster asap!

If you can foster them, please fill out an app on our site and note for “two maltese puppies”🐶🐶

#spayandneuteryourpets #beresponsible #adoptdontshop #puppylove #foster #maltese

Foster needed!
These two 8 week ish old maltese mixes need a foster asap!

If you can foster them, please fill out an app on our site and note for “two maltese puppies”🐶🐶

#spayandneuteryourpets #beresponsible #adoptdontshop #puppylove #foster #maltese

My immigrant Pops who refused to participate.

#tbt #rip #♥️ #fathersday #americanholidays #comedy!

I was out of town last week and a huge branch fell off one of her trees and she moved this giant sized branch by herself “one inch at a time”. Which sort of coincided with a life lesson she accidentally gave me growing up.

Happy day to my mama and all women who choose to be mamas to little baby humans or to adult humans or to animals or plants or community or themselves. Happy Nurturing Day to all who celebrate! ♥️♥️♥️

I was out of town last week and a huge branch fell off one of her trees and she moved this giant sized branch by herself “one inch at a time”. Which sort of coincided with a life lesson she accidentally gave me growing up.

Happy day to my mama and all women who choose to be mamas to little baby humans or to adult humans or to animals or plants or community or themselves. Happy Nurturing Day to all who celebrate! ♥️♥️♥️

I was out of town last week and a huge branch fell off one of her trees and she moved this giant sized branch by herself “one inch at a time”. Which sort of coincided with a life lesson she accidentally gave me growing up.

Happy day to my mama and all women who choose to be mamas to little baby humans or to adult humans or to animals or plants or community or themselves. Happy Nurturing Day to all who celebrate! ♥️♥️♥️

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

I’m late I’m late but it’s never too late to say THANK YOU THANK YOU! to so many lovely friends who were able to come out for my birthday! It’s such a weird time to have a birthday so I always intensely appreciate when friends are available and willing to show up so hard for me! I feel/felt so loved! 💞 (not pictured but honored so much just the same @puterbaughtiff @puterbaughdani @mhinchey @fritzisdead and @thatssolampy !)

Terrific leafy cabin times were had with great humans, hat stealing’ dogs, abandoned forest houses, couch naps!

Terrific leafy cabin times were had with great humans, hat stealing’ dogs, abandoned forest houses, couch naps!

Terrific leafy cabin times were had with great humans, hat stealing’ dogs, abandoned forest houses, couch naps!

Terrific leafy cabin times were had with great humans, hat stealing’ dogs, abandoned forest houses, couch naps!

Terrific leafy cabin times were had with great humans, hat stealing’ dogs, abandoned forest houses, couch naps!

Terrific leafy cabin times were had with great humans, hat stealing’ dogs, abandoned forest houses, couch naps!

Terrific leafy cabin times were had with great humans, hat stealing’ dogs, abandoned forest houses, couch naps!

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Maybe my favorite Halloween ever! Is it a waste of time and money to go this hard? Maybe! But SO FUN! Roadkill Flat Man and Dead Elvis on Toilet (look at my highlights or go to @chris_fairbanks page for cool ass process video!)

Once again, my body remembered before my brain. We lost him 4 years ago today. I’ve been emotional and teary eyed all day thinking once again, that I was just being crazy. My body remembered before my brain. Just now I got dizzy, I went all tingles starting from my crown slowly to my toes. My eyes poured salty water and my throat hurled out one quiet moan. I don’t think about him very much anymore, but maybe still…just enough. But no matter my thoughts, my repressions, my doubts, my body will always remember. I am grateful.